"You've got the Love"

About a year ago a lot changed in my life. My dear friend Tessa swung the door open to leave for Sydney. A few days ago, I was sad. Sad that it had been a year since Tessa moved
away. It's still strange to me that she isn't near. It's still hard.
Will I ever get used to it? Do I ever want to be used to not having her here?



The day after Tess left, that door was still swinging. It was swinging enough for a new addition to come through in to our lives. I posted here about the birth of another dear friends first cherub. I wasn't to know then, but that little angel, Aaliah, would become my God-Daughter and a huge source of light and love in my life. Today Aaliah is one year old. One whole year has passed. Happy Birthday dearest darling. Congratulations Erica & Josh. You're doing an amazing job.



I am so fortunate to be able to see Aaliah as often as possible. Erica & Josh have a busy life, as do I. But we always make sure we see each other whenever we can, even if it means squeezing in a twenty minute coffee catch up in between classes. The longest I have gone without seeing Aaliah is three weeks. It was awful. I was worried she wouldn't remember me. Luckily she did. I love her little cheeky smiles, and even her "I'm-having-a-sulk-for-attention" face. I feel blessed that Brad & I get to share the joy of our friends baby. It's awesome getting to look after her and see her grow and change from a baby in to a little itty bitty person.



On Saturday as the girls sat in my partially unpacked lounge, whilst we waited for Brad to return with more boxes, I finished tidying up in the kitchen. We talked and talked. I turned my head to look at Erica & Mikayla as I spoke. I did a double take. Erica and Mikayla screeeeeched. I ran in to the lounge.

Aaliah was walking towards her soft toy, in my direction. We clapped and cheered as she made her first unaided steps.

Once she reached the toy, I turned her around and she stumbled back to her Mum. Luckily, the camera was unpacked. Erica stood her up, and I beckoned her towards me. It was one of the most amazing things I've ever seen. It was like life had been put in slow motion. All we could do was smile. Erica had a few tears. So did I. I can't believe we were together for such an awesome experience. Plus, we got awesome photo's.

 

What a year it has been. I've seen a lot of sad times this past twelve months. But I've also seen a lot of joy.

My family, my friends and above all my man-friend continue to be a fantastic source of support and happiness for me. I am so thankful. I am so lucky.





Happy Anniversary Tess, I miss you. Happy Birthday Princess Aaliah, Aunty Loves you.